Feeling unhappy most of these days...
Friday unhappy, saturday unhappy, sundAY unhappy and today won't be miss too...
Having some family problem, i think is my own problem la... I am just too busybody who like to cares about family matters. Maybe i just let go and don't care about what they are doing and i will be just fine.
But i truly wanna shout out " What kind of SIS are you? Pls wake up ur fucking selfish mind and move out of here". You know you are too overboard.
Another unhappiness is the same old thing. It is about the son mother...
Anyway i won't say much... I am really really very unhappy. Unhappy of you and her!!!
I have a urge, i feel like moving out.
You are making my whole body uncomfortable, i feel like giving you a knock on the head. I think in many ways we are not compatible. I know you treat me good but you just don't know how to get along with me. I may be hard to handle but i can tell you, if you are able to do that you have overcome your weaknesses.
I seems like a homeless child now. Is not really homeless but just that some one is occupying a place where they should not be occupying. If not i won't be like this, i can move back anytime i want. I want to tell every one Staying at a place where it does not give you a feeling of belonging is so uncomfortable, unhappy, miserable, sad and lonely.
Like what my mum always say to me. "You seems like some one who had married away". My heart ache but what can i say... ... All i can say to her is, if you n dad is brave enough to tell her she should move out since she had her own family and nv provide much for this family, i will be happy and most wanted to move back.
Like what we always say "Our own house is always the best".
I move back home, where my things going to be place at. They are occupying the room where i suppose to be in and have all my things in. Should i move back and use up bro wardrobe and mum rooms space to put all my things. And bro will be unhappy and the house is from bad to worse. cos now it is already like a dog hut even there is a maid.
Waiting for my second sis to come back from taiwan and i live with her. It is a good choice, however i have to pay her $200 per month and at the same time i have to give dad n mum allowance. It should be reasonable to everyone that i stay at my sis place and i pay. Maybe i need to adjust my spending during that time. Or i can say i really seems like a home less child who are renting a room outside to stay.
Haizzz... Life is never easy...
Please god, make the bitch wake up her mind and move out, so i can move back my own house. I can do whatever i want and maybe can help my bro to pay some bills. He happy, my parents happy and i will also be happy.
Please give back my life...
I can't breathe anymore... ... Why i cant see the color sky where i see in the past???
