♥ Thursday, September 20, 2007
It has been 1 week since i last drop my blog here.
School has reopen and i am studying 5 days per weeks, so tiring but have to endure.
Having all the theory concept in my lesson every day. Was having quite bad mood nowadays, i think cos of PMS and also tireness. I think my hubby also cant stand me, then this morning he show his temper and hang up. BAD........
Anyway, i'm at fault too. I cant control my temper. This is my weaknesses having bad temper.
Nothing special happened between this few days. Just have to be focus on my PP nowadays. Have to be complete by 1st Oct. Have to ruch everything le. Till now i am still empty in my PP. Sparing time for my PP, so i have to leave out my part time job.
School work is much more important. Still thinking of should i work after school tml? I know i will sure be tired and saturday i will wake up late to start my PP.
Hope i can get use to the schools days and get a beautiful grades for semester 2. At least a 3
Pray hard... ...
♥Want Thursday, September 20, 2007
♥ Friday, September 14, 2007
Working day... ...
Wake up in the morning and take a bath, change to the clothes that i wanna wear to work then go back my house. Before i go back i msg hubby that i am going back to my house, he reply ok lo remember to eat hor!!!!
We have settle our quarrel about me going home every weekdays after i wake up. And he choose to understand me. And he promise me that he will try his best to make me feel comfortable staying at house. I was wondering how are he going to do that??? Or izit just some sweet talk words!!!! haha... ...
He was hugging telling me that he dun wan me to stay away from him and he love me alot. I feel contented but i duno how are he going to fulfill what he say.
Did not meet him together for dinner b4 i go to work cos he need to send his mum to malaysia then i tell him save the inconvenience la. I will go to work myself. It has been 2 days i go to work myself, really dun feel like troubling pple even my bf. Things i can do myself i will do it.
I was talkimg to him on my way to work, along the way we alomost wanna quarrel but we choose to hang up the phone and talk after my work. But in the end, we did not bring it up again.
He came down an hour early to my work place cos he reach hm quite late. Then he have a mug of beer n play 2 round of pool. He is really good in pool lo not like me cannot aim well. haha... ...
After we reach hm, we cook maggie mee n eat. Then we went to slp. When lying on bed, hubby say he really love me a lot and wanna stay with me forever. He said i dun wan meh???
I reply to him: Maybe if one day you really make me feel fortunate and happy to be with u, i will tell you i wanna be with you forever. I know it is a bit discouraging but this is what i want. I want my another half to really make me feel he is the one for me and i can live with him happliy.
Anyway hubby, thanks for loving me. But i will really hope one day you will make me feel fortinate being with you.
♥Want Friday, September 14, 2007
♥ Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Wake up at 11+am. Decide to go home as usual. Going to Jurong point ocbc bank to close the account. Plan to go alone but hubby say he go with me and he can pay his car instalmant also.
Went to packet carrot cake for dad then about 5 mins later hubby reach le.
After closing the account we decide what to eat, hubby suggest to eat long john silver but i don't want then we proceed to soo lee canteen eat slice fish soup.
during lunch time we have a small tiff regarding e-mail n a guy... Haiz... Seems like everything should happen yesterday after my work but he didn't bring it out. He just not the usual him when he fetch me and i know something was not right. Until we reach home, it is also the same after bath we went to bed he say he cant get to slp but i can cos after work sure tired. We are like discussing when should i work when school reopening, he ask me to work one day per week only but i think not enough for me but i agree say ok lo. In my hear i was thinking I wanna earn more $. hmmmm
Back to the quarrel, until morning he is also not the usual him. I can see that. He choose to burst when he saw a name card in my wallet. Others info keep to myself if not really long winded. Another issue is that he say y i keep going home after i wake up, izit his house cant accommodate me or his house very boring. Then i jus say i feel like going home then go home la, cannot ah. He say is there any problem anot. Then i say i go back my house cos i can do anything i want. I want lie on bed, shake leg on sofa, watch tv etc... also no one restrict me.
Before i leave the car, he still say so i am prepare to move to my sis house when he is back from taiwan, i just close the door. In my mind, i was thinking ya, and i hope it is as early as possible no need wait until next may. hmmmmm
Truly, I don't feel really happy staying at his house, i feel like moving back to my own house even i dun have my own bed and i have to slp on the floor. Reason not staying at his house i have many to mention. Most importantly i dun feel comfortable inside. Staying with someone happy is the most important thing to make yourself feel good.
When can i stay at a place where i can feel happiness??????????
♥Want Wednesday, September 12, 2007
♥ Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Nothing to do at home. As usual wake up then come back my house. Today have to work at 8pm. still ok never waste my day can earn $.
Done a bit of PP draft. Draw out a diagram for the SWOT analysis and e-mail my advisor for some comment. Really have to move fast liao if not date line is on 1st oct 2007. Now only draft and school reopening soon. Have to study 5 days per week. Have less time to rest and no spare time for work.
Normally work on tues and friday but now i think i can only work on friday and maybe sat. Depend on how he say ba... haizzzz...
♥Want Tuesday, September 11, 2007
♥ Monday, September 10, 2007
Friday 7th Sept 2007:
It is 7th month anniversary for hubby and me, nothing special happened on that day cos i was having food poisoning. Oh my god. 2nd time food poisoning, I hate that. Vomit from 6.33am till afternoon then hubby bring me to see doctor. I don't think i ate any seafood or what, duno which food i ate cause me to vomit. The feeling was really disgusting lo. No appetite to eat and drink, the moment you eat or drink you will run to toilet and vomit. I Lost 1kg for the whole illness, now 44kg liao. Planning to go on diet, i think now no need le haha... ... automatic slim down.
I was unable to lay on bed, the moment i lay on bed i have the feeling to vomit too. It's really killing me. Until night time, i cant get to sleep also then hubby drive his car out bring me for "You che he" haha... Plan to go rochor eat beancurd but on the way i was feeling tired liao so he faster drive hm and let me rest if not i cant get to slp again. Thanks Hubby.
Saturday 8th Sept 2007
Wake up before noon, can feel my illness have recover but still do not have much appetite to eat. Ask hubby to go n eat "Tim sum" at jurong west after the "Tim sum" we went to the hawker and have wanton mee. I cant finish and pass most of my portion to him haha... ...
Rest at home until evening time then i go and work until 3am.
Sunday 9th sept 2007
Wake up at 1+pm to watch Happy sunday singing contest then hubby cook 100 dry maggie mee eat. His cooking of maggie dun taste very nice and i cant finish also haha... ...
I can eat only a small poetion lah!!!!
After eating then we iron clothes and wash car. Feeling very uncomfortablr in my tummy but duno what happened so put on a unhappy face the whole day until i vomit out the water in my tummy. Suddenly have the urge of eating Macdonald so i tell hubby then he say ok!!!!
hehe... ... Like princess all ok haha... Sick always have the advantage!!!! After mac, we went home to watch evan almighty a nice show to watch. :p
But i dun wan food poison so scary. hmmmm
♥Want Monday, September 10, 2007
♥ Thursday, September 6, 2007
Planning to do my PP today, but again i cant think of anything to write. Cos i really duno what to write. Hmmmmmm.....
PP is killing me. Time really fly liao, now dun wan start then really got no time to do le.
A BORING DAY... REALLY BORING... HAIZZZZZZZ
♥Want Thursday, September 06, 2007
♥ Wednesday, September 5, 2007
My last CE activities to participate haha... ... Finally i completed my CE points.
Went to Tekong army camp with the school. Members joining Hannah, Tracy, Saman & me.
A tiring day which need us to board the ferry and walk under the Sun to earn the 3 NDA points.
The most Interesting part is Gun Shooting. We get the chance to experience their fake gun shooting on a computer screen.
After the whole trip all of us was like so tired. Nv talk much compare to the begining of the trip. Went to collect moon cake from huixian then meet Hubby to go home together.
♥Want Wednesday, September 05, 2007
♥ Monday, September 3, 2007
Just came back from Batam View Resort. A short getaway with hubby though it is somewhere near but i think we both enjoyed. The uncomfortable part of the trip i think is the travelling on the ferry. Get so giddy and feel like vomiting.
Our trip was a 2 days 1 night trip.
We woke up early in the morning at 6am, prepared and went Macdonald to have our breakfast. At 7+ we went to wait for the bus to boon lay mrt station. We have to take 23 station before we reach Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal. We are asked to check in at 9am but we are early about 30mins. After getting our boarding pass and etc... we walk around at the terminal. Nothing special there just a few Robert shop which sells very expensive things. We proceed out to sit at the stone chair but hubby don't like the feeling of staying outside. Cos it is hot and later body smell of salt. haha... ... A boring waiting for departure. But we are looking forward to Batamview. Yeah.
Hubby felt so uncomfortable when he cant Shit this few days. So we go to the food court to have a cup of hot coffee. I think it helps cos i always used hot coffee as a way to help me shit in the morning. Hehe... And it really helps, Hubby really shit when we step in the Hotel room.
Good remedy right!!!!!
At about 9+am we went in and wait for our ferry. Then we board the ferry at 9.50am. Its start to leave the terminal at 10am. The trip took us 45mins, when we reach we are fetch by the hotel bus and just the 2 of us boarding the bus. Hubby say he felt so special ... haha...
The staff was very polite anf they bring their smile on their face everytime. The Deluxe room we are staying look great. It faces the beach and the swimming pool. The first words which come out from our mouth is "Wah, so nice and comfortable room".
Nothing special at batam, most of them will be shopping shopping snd shopping. They are selling cheaper Polo shirt compared to singapore. I think most of the tourist there will get one for themselves. Hubby bought one shirt and i bought one collar t-shirt.
The place where we stay are not very convenient, travelling is a big problem for us. The way we get to town was buy the ticket from the counter to their Megamall shopping centre then others have to take taxi.
We went to have a aroma massage at only $24 for 2 hrs. Good bargain right. Not many comment on the massage. The next day, we have our buffet breakfast then went to the beach to take some picture. At first our return trip was at 4.30pm batam time but we change to 2pm batam time. Cos really nothing much near the hotel and our check out time is 12pm. Wise decision is take a earlier ferry back to SG.
When returning to SG, we got a big fright. Actually we are not suppose to bring in duty free ciger but we secretly bring in 2 packets which hubby cant finish. Lucky we hide it in the dirty clothes plastics bag. The police really check every single items that we bring... So lucky that he nv open the dirty clothes plastics bag if not i think we got to get fine. 1 packet up to $200.
Cold sweat rolling down our forehead. We are damn "HENG"... ... After the custom check we went off and head to Bedok to have lunch. In our mind, we are thinkng really Damn "Heng".
Overall the trip is ok. a short getaway for leaving SG routine lifestyle.
My next target trip should be "Rendang" or " Tioman". A clear beach.
Publish some of my photo...
♥Want Monday, September 03, 2007
