♥ Thursday, October 18, 2007
To be forgiven... ...
Thanks for staying by my side whenever i need you. Though u cant accompany me through out but i know your heart is always with me.
When our tears roll down our cheeks, i sense the love we have for each other. It was so deep till the stage where my heart tell me to leave my life to you from now on.
Feeling contented that you love me so deeply and i'm wishing that your heart will always be there for me and unchange...
♥Want Thursday, October 18, 2007
♥ Wednesday, October 17, 2007
10th october is the date to remember...
Was not in the mood all these days, trying hard to put the issue aside.
Just an issue which i will remembered...
Hope everything will be fine, but i know i am just cheating myself. Hanging over it is not the way it should be but it just has to be this way.
18th October ... ... Pray for me... god bless!!!!
♥Want Wednesday, October 17, 2007
♥ Friday, October 12, 2007
Today is the last day of the week and it is the last day for one of my friend to be on earth.
Was told by my sis "Ming ann" had passed away on sunday night. He got blood cancer and he is only 31 with 2 small little kids. Life is so fragile, when you need to go time will not wait for you.
So who is "ming ann"? A big brother to me when i was K2 or primary 1 or 2. He use to dote on me a lot when i was young. Play with me at blk 207 playground and at boon lay cc. Have a good memories with him. Lost touch with him decades years ago, cos i already grow up, and he dun need to play with me anymore.
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Why some times we have to meet some one only at this kind of situation. Izit funny? and inappropriate.
And what i know is he live very near to me, and he is just living at the same block with hubby. But nv get the chance to see him at all. I think becos no fate la. Went to his wake yesterday, seen his picture, nothing change i him, still look the same as the past.
Giving him all my blessing and hope his family will be doing well. I believe he also dun bare to leave his family but god choose to take him away to another world.
I will always remember you!!!!
♥Want Friday, October 12, 2007
♥ Tuesday, October 9, 2007
One question was appearing on mind many many time. So i decided to blog it down.
How to define fortunate? What it mean by fortunate?
My mind was thinking, am i fortunate enough? Currently i am having all the things which i want.
Having my own lappy, Mp3, Canon 5.1 Digicam, LV wallet(gift from hubby), driving licence, handphone, clothes, heels, able to travel, have my family though it is not those very happy family but at least an average one with daddy n mummy still around and mum cooking for us everytime, Have a hubby who love me but did not throw full of his effort on me but still acceptable, freedom to go anywhere, right amount of cash to spend for myself, I am not extraordinary, no illness at the moment, able to support myself to study, having friends around me. Etc...
currently cant think of anymore.
So am i consider fortunate?
♥Want Tuesday, October 09, 2007
♥ Sunday, October 7, 2007
Today is our 8th Month Anniversary!!! Wake up at 1+pm then wash all the white clothes then lagging around in the house watching tv.
No surprise from him and i have no surprise for him too. haha!!!! actually i am a person who like to create surprise and receive surprise but too bad my another half is not that kind of person. So i also cant be that kind of person since he is not.
Hope one day he can give me a big surprise and melt my heart. So far only once he did a card and video for me after i came back from taiwan.
Hubby was asking whether to go out anot? Plan to go Farmmart to see puppy and other stupid stuff. haha... nothing much there just like a small zoo to me. Proceed to the destination at 3+pm then went to Qian Hu see fishes then went to vegetable farm to see vege. A fruitful trip with a nature outing.
After that we head to LOT 1 to shop and have our dinner there. we ate Sakae sushi, the Q was very long and we waited about 30 mins. Did not spend too much time there also, we ate only 9 or 10 plates. So little right, duno what to eat too.
before heading home, we went to NTUC and he buy ketchup for his mum and i bought brand chicken essence for my parents. Reach home, he do his report and i go n D/L the dance of passion in crunchyroll. A oldies show which are screen on SCV now at 9pm.
Nothing special on our 8th anniversary... just like a normal day. Hope it will be better the next time. No picture today too haha... Boring right!!! that's his n my life...
♥Want Sunday, October 07, 2007
♥ Saturday, October 6, 2007
Have resume back to work on friday, met some new colleauge at crazy hours.
One is cherrie and another is cassie. Did not have good impression on the cherrie, act like old bird in crazy hours command pple to do things. Oh my god. See her make my mood turn bad but just have to ignore her. cos i still wan to work at crazy, better dun make myself unhappy if not i'm the one who is at disadvantage end.
nothing special happened this few days. Have my first 2 UT test in school, sad to say that i did not done well for the both UT. Misinterpret the question in the test. Blur sotong!!!!
Completed my PP, and advisor has reply me. Comment: good effort!!!
But there are still some scope which i haven indicate lah. will try to complete it by mid of october. Then send it to advisor again.
CE point have completed too. Wah... feel so much ligther for all the matters that loaded on me.
♥Want Saturday, October 06, 2007
♥ Monday, October 1, 2007
2 weeks later to update my blogs.
As usual weekdays study. I have stop working for the past last 2 week haha... ... Too tired to go work cos i have to put PP at my first priority.
Finally I have 95% completed my PP, such a hard things to do. Have a frustrated story regarding PP, was suppose to have completed PP on saturday 29 sept 07. Spend the whole day doing it and happily save the end product then switch off the hubby computer. Thanks to hard work of hubby and me.
Went to Malaysia with Hubby on 30th October until night 9+ then come back. Was happily shopping at malaysia and enjoying food without worries. Never expected when i got home and wanted to read through my PP and edit, i cant i find my end product PP. Faster rush to hubby room to search on his desktop. In the end, a single piece of it also cant find. My mood starts to turn, cos i really use a lot of effort to do it and now its gone just like that. How frustrated when things happened to you? hmmmmmm.... Cant control my emotion anymore and show my black faces to hubby. He know i am damn angry lo but he cant do anything. He only can stop what ever he is doing to help me complete the PP cos its already 10+ and i have to hand in on 1st oct.
We completed the PP at 1+am. Leaving out the business model and conclusion. Was not very satistify with the end product cos the 1st one was nicely eloborate compare the 2nd one. Have to accept the fact, i cant retrieve back the 1st end product.
Hubby, was damn angry with me cos i was so unreasonable that i show him black face and throw my temper on him. Looking fiercely at me and say " why i show him attitude? Its not his fault lo. Is i nv save the doc. probably!" I just hack care him lo... ... I am already very piss off and cant control my emotion at all.
Went to bed after that but on the bed, he voice out his unhappinesses again but i just ignore him lo. I am that ridiculous. Not many people can stand my temper and stubborness.
Actually don't feel ike coming to school today, but was thinking i cant just miss lesson in the 3rd week. So drag myself out of bed and bath and proceed to school.
♥Want Monday, October 01, 2007
