Hate him to the core...
What kind of idiot is him... ...
Freaking tired to look at him. Asking myself again and again,"what make us a couple?" Damn it.
After my test on friday 5+pm, was happily sms him asking him wanna go IMM for a walk as i have thought we never go for shopping for a very long time. And his work doesn't seems smooth this few weeks. Planned to have dinner with him, hope what i arrange can help him to relax a bit and maybe relax myself too. He agreed with the plan. I called home and tell my mum not to cooked my dinner too.
I reach Jurong east MRT at 5.40pm, waited for the sickening shuttle bus for almost 40mins. Tell myself to be patient and i can meet hubby at there no need to trouble him to fetch me. Msg him that the bus is super duper long, anyway he have not arrived IMM. Board the bus and happily alight when i reach IMM. Called him to ask where is he cos i wanna put my heavy bag.
I called for 2 times, the 1st called i made he never answer to the phone and the call i waited damn long. Then i proceed to 2nd called, when he answer i said "where are you", he said "i am at the carpark already" with a very rush tone. He continued to say "i'm talking on the phone with vanessa his colleague i will call u back later, she got some urgent matters to tell me. "
After what he said i was boiling like a mad women, i straight away tell him i want to put my bag then i hang up. He called me minutes later, asking where i am and he told me where he park his car. I was damn angry and don't feel like talking to him. I'M BOILING... ...
You know why i am so angry cos he never answer to my call when it rang so long, not he nv heard the phone rang he heard but he nv answer. He answer the 2nd call, then the tone he used and the words he said makes me more angry. He don't even ask me what i want and it seems like i called him without any purpose or just wanna ask he reach already anot.
If you have some problem in the office just let me know and i can understand. Y u make me seems so unreasonable? Now u say bcos of me u tell ur boss u r running out of time. What the hell man. So is my fault to meet u. And i called u at the wrong time when ur colleague called u. I'm telling myself i won't initial any plan any more. This is not the first time, I have been enduring u from the day we are together. Y things nv improved i am disappointed really disappointed.
After so many quarrel we are still the same... Why???? If this is your true colour i think we are not in the same world.
Wake up your own stupid mind ok... I have been enduring you for very long. A man who is not thoughtful, who don't know how to surprise the one he love, who is lazy, who treat me like a maid last time, who sided his mum every time, who duno how to plan for some trip when he know it is a long weekend or just a weekend, who duno how to make the love one happy.
All you know is stay at home rot, fucking idiot... my youth going to be destroy by you. I hate this kind of life.
He explained to me his boss was scolding them before he wanna come out from office. The boss scold until half way then he say he need to rush off as he think that he is meeting me. He don't want me to wait too long so he colleague called to tell him what happened after that. Can you think of my situation?
I was like thinking. Since you are meeting me, i definitely called u for a reason. Why you have to rush me to put down the phone. Since you have already left the office, your colleague can tell u any time. even after i have put down the phone. Can't u just listen to what i wanna say in the phone. Have you ever thought i was carrying a damn heavy bag and maybe i can put it in your car before we start to shop at IMM. He never think of it at all.
Maybe you all will think that i am unreasonable or what, but i can tell u if u all are me you all will also be so angry. After i put my bag in the car, my mood was totally lost. From a happy mood which looking forward for that relax time has turned to a black cloud. He apologized to me but i think i have enough already. I have endure him for very long. And is very very long. Spoiled my mood. We walked down from the car park and i was bad mood until i aimlessly walk 1 round without looking at anything and i tell him i dun want to walk anymore. I just wanna go home, and dun want to see him at all.
Y u have to spoil my mood. It's friday. And coming is saturday, sunday and a monday holiday. You dun plan for any outing, yet u always like to spoil my mood. What kind of bf are u???
I know u can't hear me... if u gonna continue like this i will definitely say bye bye... It will be beter for me to lead my own life. I want my another half to love, dote and pamper me not irritate me.
I want him to go back his house and have dinner and i go back my own house. I won't have a dinner at home cos i already told my mum not to cooked mine share. In the end, he followed me home. I was like can't you just leave me alone. You make me freaking disappointed.
I duno when i can cool down. I am still very angry now even though he had apologized to me. I hate people who continue to make all this mistake. I nv talk to him the whole night and till today.
Today he told me not to be angry and i can't turn myself to say ok. All i can think of is I wanna rest my mind and i tell him i wanna go genting. He say with who? Stupid question right of cos is 2 of us. Then he say next next week la. Then my heart was thinking, what make you compatible with me. I like adventurous but you can't give me.
A long weekend yet u say next next week. Fuck off man. I think my character and urs is totally not right. When i think of doing something, i will go n do it. Wanting me to stay at home the whole saturday sunday and monday to rot. Waste of my time, i better go back my own house than to stay at ur house looking at u. the more i stay at ur side i feel like telling u. I am tired and really tired. Please spare me. Please.
haizzzzzzz i dun want to write anymore. the more i write, i will think of more unhappy things which happened in our relationship. Relationship is not like clothes, when u love it u buy it when u dun like it u just leave it rot in the warbrobe then throw away. You have to make it grow like how ur mother nurture u from young to now.
BOH Tea factory
Browsing through all the picture i took
Tea plantation at Cameroon Highland
My 2 niece in penang
Market of penang
