Hello everyone who cares about me. My random blog is update again.
Same old words, i am in office now. Decided to blog few days ago but just cant keep my hands moving to blogger.
Today is tusaday, so 3 more days to go and i will be travelling to taiwan. Hurray!!!
A family trip plus hubby going with me.
During work, met one kuku staff(karen). A bossy employee, but she is just a person who work here for 4 years. She make me mad, whenever there are mistake in the work she ask me to do. She will talk loudly or react like nobody business. Wa lao... Wanna let everyone in the department to know ah. can't stand her. Lucky i will be away soon and when i am beack i just need to do 1 more week and i can say bye bye. A nice place to work but her exsistent make me fed up. errrrrrrrrrr... ...
Past week, had been quarreling with hubby. All about what hp la, who contact me la, i took photo with who la, haizzz all those small little liitle peanuts that hurt our relationship. We fight and we argued. Wanna leave him, cos i feel he don't trust me at all. And i was so sad to hear him said that he nv fully trust me (in the end, he say dun misunderstand him) I just dun care cos i know he had been hurt once, he won't trust pple so easily. And that's include me. Holding on the relationship for 1 year and this is the outcome. i know he love me a lot and we have been through unexpected incident. We survived and hold on. I think i am the one who going to break down soon.
Holding too much worries in mind... thinking too much... Making myself so over stress and restless. Hopefully everything will start to ligther down.
A sad things to announce, my memory was getting worst. I used to be a person who are very careful and remember almost everything. But nowadays i realise i forget things very easily, and this is one of the worries i have. Kind of hate myself to be so careful and forgetful. And i lost my malaysia money pouch when i visit ziwei. U see how blur i am. I duno where i put my things when it is 5 mins ago incident.
I plan to write down things that i wanna do to prevent myself getting so careless. Feeling so helpless.
Hubby want me to stop working in pub, i am still deciding whether to do it anot. Will consider it after i come back from taiwan. Was a bit tired of nightlife too, cos of money i have to endure.
Have many many things to write in blog, to release all my filled words here but i have to get back to work now. Eat snkae for almost 30 mins liao.
Last but not least, i had burger king with hubby during my lunch break.
Be strong, motivated and poistive is what should be.
