Wake up at 11+am. Decide to go home as usual. Going to Jurong point ocbc bank to close the account. Plan to go alone but hubby say he go with me and he can pay his car instalmant also.
Went to packet carrot cake for dad then about 5 mins later hubby reach le.
After closing the account we decide what to eat, hubby suggest to eat long john silver but i don't want then we proceed to soo lee canteen eat slice fish soup.
during lunch time we have a small tiff regarding e-mail n a guy... Haiz... Seems like everything should happen yesterday after my work but he didn't bring it out. He just not the usual him when he fetch me and i know something was not right. Until we reach home, it is also the same after bath we went to bed he say he cant get to slp but i can cos after work sure tired. We are like discussing when should i work when school reopening, he ask me to work one day per week only but i think not enough for me but i agree say ok lo. In my hear i was thinking I wanna earn more $. hmmmm
Back to the quarrel, until morning he is also not the usual him. I can see that. He choose to burst when he saw a name card in my wallet. Others info keep to myself if not really long winded. Another issue is that he say y i keep going home after i wake up, izit his house cant accommodate me or his house very boring. Then i jus say i feel like going home then go home la, cannot ah. He say is there any problem anot. Then i say i go back my house cos i can do anything i want. I want lie on bed, shake leg on sofa, watch tv etc... also no one restrict me.
Before i leave the car, he still say so i am prepare to move to my sis house when he is back from taiwan, i just close the door. In my mind, i was thinking ya, and i hope it is as early as possible no need wait until next may. hmmmmm
Truly, I don't feel really happy staying at his house, i feel like moving back to my own house even i dun have my own bed and i have to slp on the floor. Reason not staying at his house i have many to mention. Most importantly i dun feel comfortable inside. Staying with someone happy is the most important thing to make yourself feel good.
When can i stay at a place where i can feel happiness??????????
